please help me...onegai(help in japanese)...

anybody who read this blog..tell me what i shud do..omg..see here is a story..


once upon a time the was a guy and a girl..the guy said something like "i will still treat u as my sis even if we break" before they break but then when they break he change his mind and tell the girl that "can we jue jiao(jue jiao means no any relationship even fren)?i dun wan to think of u anymore" the girl feel like what the hell..and she ask him "why?" and he answer "cause before we break i though it will be nothing if we break it up but things not rely happen as i think after that i was been damaged seriously i dun wan to think about anything of u..i dun wan start hating u so just changed and bacome strangers" then the girl say "i am sorry..i know sorry doen not mean anything to u but i cant do anything else..can i?can we start from the initial??" and he answer "i dun wan!"..the girl said "okay fine,hope u find ur true love and the one who love u too"



the girl opinion "what the heck dun say anything if u though!!"think before u promise me!!and now u break the promise..first u promise me and now u break the promise..it hurt me..u think only u are damaged??i also damage..u XXXXXXX idiot!is this what u do to the one u like??sound like good but then...the last sentence i say is only fake!!



and answer me what will u do??please leave a comment please..the girl duno what to do and need help..arigato gozaimaz(thank you)..


on today also i see him..XXXXXX %$#@&%$#@@!#$$%! and he walk coolly infront of me and i know he is there but i am also the same i look straight and walk away..this is what happen each time i see him..if i say he is inhuman,monster,scary then i am one too..its my fault to accept it in without thinking first in the first place..well i am not a toy(when u bored with me u throw me away..thats sound....haiz)


now i am phobia to guys..they say one and do another one..omg help me..i dun wan to live with them anymore..they are scary,inhuman,monster,wild,ghost,gin,vampire,zombie and so on..i hope there will be an answer..i really need some comment to answer this GIRL..tq chak cya..