the past.present and future....

these day he keep calling me and i juz let it rang until it stop..its like the past..he keep calling me and i keep pretending i din heard anything..but then i scare if i am with my phone one day i will answer the call and start the relation..its the same as the past so i dun wan to repeat i..i dun wan whether hurt him or myself...


when die leave corpse n hurt leave scars..what does love leave??it leave memories whether its hurt or lovely...oh ya before this blog i got type about the way to die rite so today i take a quiz in friendster ask that "how will u die"(around la)..


then i get the result i will die drowning..but i dun like that way leh..mati tanpa mayat or even some bad shark take me away..yer..but its okay if the shark is a gud one(how fancy where got shark thats gud)..hmmm dolphin is nice too ^^


skul is annoying and boring..i feel like "arg giv me a break" here is something i think and wrote it down while i was boring in skul..

i want to fly like a bird (can i?)
i wan to roar like a tiger (can i?)
i want to swim like a dolphin (can i?)
i wan success (can i?)

it sure is nonsense..i want success without trying..how pathetic..these day a lot of stress thing happen..a lot of chuan(arrogant,sombong) ppl in the skul whether the science,prinsip account nor the PERDAGANGAN all form 4 chuan..there is only a few ppl gud..


the gud ppl ternahagi kpd gud,nice,great attitude and some "feel free to help" or the kind "like to help ppl"..hmm lets see the list(of cuz i wont tell the full name..juz the last name nor the english name only"..there is no grade here all the same..i usually dun ask for expert but i ask for juz average...haiz can i?nvm i juz start with the class..so pick ur ideal girl from this list..if can i wan to list down their characteristic but i malas..

(I EDITED THIS PART ON APRIL 10!!BELOW)
this list is all leng lui...and nice nice de without any sombong in this list..some maybe got a bit la..

4s1-pei min(expert)..
4s2-chai jing(expert),shoo yuen(cute n expert),soik yin(bio expert..remember her my class take number 1..sob..and then pijak/sindir me..sob sob..),pei yin(expert)..
4s3-hmmm not so rapat..and plus i am not sure their name..maybe joe n xiao wei(i think)
4s4-siew chong and mei fong(both leng lui)
4s5-hui ying,fui yen,mickey(oh ya this is a girl named yi ching),shu wen, hui wen(NOTICE ALL LENG LUI) anymore??i forget..i think this all baa

4pa1-minnie (well she is pretty mini n cute named mun yee) and jia ying(i duno coz she got a little sis that named i duno jia ying or jia yi jor,sorry)
4pa2-hmmm i dun like guys so this class has the most chinese guys (well i go do same research..lol no la juz i think this class has the most guys only)

4p1 and 4p2-hmmm this two class is the class i dislike the most..know why??the are two guy i dun like(can call my enemy ^^ i duno which class are them)


hoho his all..haiz papa say buy me a skul bag de..my skul bag rosak until haiz...chak cya @.@