juz now he call me and i decided to answer it..i am too cruel that everytime he call me i always let it ring until it stop but then sometime i ACCIDENTLY answer so i will say "my phone rosak" am i too cruel??..but today i decided to answer it and feel i am too cruel..
i always know his feeling but i never answer him..i decided to forget him but i find out there is two him deeply in my heart maybe this is the feeling of friendship bcoz other ppl also is there(deeply in my heart) i dunno how to do..
reject him is not a human doing,lying to him is not either..everytime he call me also say the same thing "do u have free time on 13-2-08?" its that everytime he will ask me out gai gai but then i say "see first lor" bcoz i dun wan to reject but then it turn out i am hurting him more..
hmmm on 12-3 which means spm result day i want go times square with my fren la but my fahter dun wan giv me go so on 13-2-08 is the same lor..i giv him chance and then i also break that chance with my own hand..
oh ya juz now blog i got say about him and this blog him is NOT the same person its different ppl..well juz let them be there baa..i dun have so muc time to think of them well juz take this as a memory baa since i cant forget them then let everything be like this..mayb somewhere in someplace i will need this memory..
let them stay there and be my frens foreva..i dun wan change it..fuh now feeling and juz now at the evening totally different ^^
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