ahem ahem...^^

hmmm this day kinda bad luck and down but there is still some good luck..if its fate that i have a bad luck then nothing i can do its juz to ACCEPT it..and not trying to decline nor change it..it wont give me any MERITS to against it..^^


and plus the good student always pindah and left the...haiz(duno how to say)here..always one by one good ppl left this skul and always one by one those ppl get in this skul..why?if by chance someone name yin ger see this blog i hope she will be happy everydays and i will see her in the future..she is the one that i like the most in skul..


thinking of somthing like "i will take all guys(hmmm only fren)as girls so that i wont hate them and be kind to them.."its not that i cant hate them but that if i hate them that also means i love them..but this is kind of frenship love..its complicated..


something change these day..i am happy!!hehe..kinda normal relationship and not the one that hate like i used to be..i love u all ^^


let my tears wash away past memory..well i rarely cry but i often smile and laugh..i see a movie it says that "even the evil ppl,if he/she can drop a tear that means he/she still isn too bad" every human born with a honest and nice heart its depent on how the parents or environment and also last but not least the person himself/herself..


these day i enjoy listening music a lot ^^..i listen 2 music juz to bring up my mood and i dun interest in any kind of phone model talk its nonsense and no merits..oh ya skul got a news say that "this year whoever got the highest mark in any subject,the top student in the whole form,the top student in the whole class each test/exam will get present" this all for galakkan pelajar but...i want get it T.T


sometimes i even ask whats love??izit for play??hmmm for fun??hmmm i really dun interest and understand this complicated thing..its more complicated from my study..@.@


and who is love to??family??(of cuz)..fren??strangers??hmmm whatever...i juz dun understand..these day kinda free from...him...hehe..finally i am free..i wanna tell the whole world i am FREE but not from my hmwork lor..


still a bunch of hmwork waiting 4 me..chak cya ^^