start new life???*sigh*

haiz.....new life gonna start...the form 4 lifestyle huh....i wonder how it cud b.....well i dont noe bcoz i am not a fortunetelling...haiz sumtym i wish i hav that power but life will b boring if u noe the future coz if u noe the future then there will b no challenge n excited feeling lor......ok deal or no deal???haha i juz gonna DELETE/REMOVE some of my memory well its full now then i am gonna fill in this brain with "study study n study" kyahoo!!!..

welcome lor my 2008 lifestyle..^^..hmmm nex year(2008) i am planning to b a librarian where i can read many books n relax in the aircond room xp...i tell my father n discuss it a little...well at first i wan to b a prefect but i am way too small to b n end up i am the one hu is being bully...so i think librarian is more nice..but then there are still sumthing that confuse me,its that the cloth of a librarian/prefect is way too expensive,to b a librarian u nid to b responsible if anything hepen in the library,'temu-duga'(or whatever la..where the teacher will ask u bla bla bla),if any meeting u nid to stay back(hmm this mayb is the worse problem..my father is so busy with his work if i ask to go to this meething i will juz end up getting scold from him)....hmm its ok if i din b a librarian or perfect bcoz i still can use the 20 min recess tym to go to the library n borrow a book but if b i will get certificate lor...my father said take or din take the certificate is still the same(as i din wrong)..

its weird that i CAN memorize song lyrics but i CANT memorize all the formula *sigh*....yosh!!gonna keep up working hard n try my best 4 everything!!i'll zettai zettai (definitely) do the best!!go karen!!u CAN do it de.....c'mon for everyone too..keep up going n giv urself MORE confident lor.......gambateh!!加油加油!!^^

nothing is cant b done de.If i WANT to do it I'LL do it but sumtym when i feel down or stress my will to do it/life force/dreams will bcum weaker n weaker.....sumtym i juz act to b COOL n STRONG but i realize that it's totally useless..b urself is the best of all..no 1 can replace ur status or identity..i am here hoping 4 great sucess...

on my birthday i am gonna deleted some USELESS memory about...err that person,that person,that person n lotz more person...haha then fill it with that formula,that formula n more formula..hmm i think all my feeling 4 a guy is juz useless n its call one-side love le.......pathetic......


hmm my fren ask me 1 question "hey if u hav 3 mins chance/3 mins life n u can b all alone with ur love one then what are u gonna do??"...oh my...what a weird question...i haven answer her....erm... lets see she said that the love one is not gonna b 1 of ur family its ur lover well i don hav 1 nerh....


if u change ur face thats not equal u change ur heart as well,ppl wud always look u as the same...erm i hav heard this before "even this pretty ppl will hav a dark heart"..yosh!!this year not gonna b a year 4 my love so no love fewer lor...love fewer doesn make any sense to me -_-"







i trust that there's always sum1 hu'll always b by ur side,take care of u,cheer u up when u are unhepi,share ur sadness/hepiness n that person'll even giv u confident...hmm izit juz my illusion???well anyway cheer up!!^^