coward...*sigh*

isk isk isk...today i read a manga n read about all love thing between the adult...adult world....haiz it reli is complicated huh....i reli want to stay like this IF I CAN(being naive)...the word IF never exist....i say i dun wan in love but mayb i am juz a coward/wimp that always avoid from reality n those hurt feeling that love contain and at the same tym i also dun wan to hurt other...bcoz i know that feel...it reli hurt...still until now 2:02 PM,22/12/2007 it still hurt me....but i decided tomorrow 23/12/2007 i will those feeling i hav now get away from me..sadness go go go go away!!!hahaha.....but mayb i will hav sadness from future *looking far to future*......yosh!!加油加油!!U CAN DO IT DE.....GO GO GO!!!hehe ^^