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izit die reli can settle all the trouble,sins,sadness n suffer i hav now???if can please take my soul that U (GOD) create..........y do i nid to suffer???how can i get rid of all those feeling??.......sumtym i try to cheer myself up or listen to loud n sad song to cry out loud but its no use....no use........totally no use.......now i cant even smile when i am lonely(i used-to-b laughing n not crying)........y???juz at least tell me y i nid to suffer???i HOPE it will change when i grow up......i know now suffer isokay but i duno if i got that long life...............................i know the journey/path is still long to go..................

i reli wan to b lyk 3 fren of mine.....the first one with genius brain,second with the beautiful face n genius brain n the third one with the beautiful/cute face n manner.......y???y i juz cant b like them??.......how can i hepi lyk them???

until the day i cant stand all this,i also duno what i'll do......izit can be settle lyk human said "juz shut ur mouth" izit reli work???..........okay then i'll try to b friendly,not get angry easily,get rid of the jealousy,good,didn say foul word,shut up,wont b hot-tempered (as i usually do),try to b patient,not to do any sins.........if this work then i'll be like this 4eva,if not then..........