love.........

well honestly this will b a long story....
err....*sigh*
well love is so boring,sad,hurt and other(as i noe).....know why i din write the gud bout love???its bcoz that NOTHING is gud about love.......90% sad so that can u b the one among 10 %???
i dun think so......there are 2 guy in this blog i was writing....mayb i dun hav feel about the love thing......*hump*

wanna know sumthing???well this year(2007) about may i break up with someone!!reli reli reli sad but i realize i am still a unmature child/kids (as u/i noe)....that tym i duno what is luv and i din hear my parent advise that they say " dun fell into the love TRAP" i dun trust it bcoz i was stubborn...i get hurt and sad but soon i recover.......duno why its so quick.....mayb my love for him is juz friendship??or its not a deep love bcoz i say oledy i juz a kid....i plan to be friend wit him but i feels weird when we met each other at school........hmmm i think i wont fall in love this few year juz bcoz of my study n result get worse.........i will do my best ^^

the jelousy girl.........love can b DANGER by having this jealousy feel......:(

can i reli trust on guy???u c some guy say the words like....

1-oh my darling....i love u 4eva
2-i will wit u 4eva
3-i'll make hepi 4eva without hurting u
4-i will make u the happiest women in the world

wah sai...this juz example......well i heard enuf of it.....can say some rare or different de ma???
reli reli sienz(boring).....*sigh*


now that start with another boy.....i know he care 4 me since i am 11 but..........but..........i juz CANT.......well he is a clever,care 4 other,good-looking,rich n other.....he call me everyday...the home phone to my handphone do u know how muc it cost??i ask him to giv up already and i did hurt him by saying "i am in love with other ppl liao...sorry"...i am stupid i din ever expect he get ill afta that n its a reli bad ill......from that day on i swear i wont hurt anybody simply.....i am sorry for him i am reli sorry.......i know i am cruel but.......but............he left me no choice.......i cry n cry but i realize cry wont help soon he recover n make my heart feel better......then i try cheering him up......i ask him "why u so stubborn until get that seriously ill juz bcoz of me??"....he answer "i truely want to b with u...no matter how short u are..no matter how rude,disgusting,not pretty,not cute,not clever,not rich u r,its nothing i'm still gonna keep my love 4 u....my luv 4 u has no reason....."then i juz say "juz giv up already 4 me ......please.......onegai........do u want me to cry???"..................he answer "no of cuz".........then i said "then keep ur love 4 other girl please"......he still like that until now.....i am very impressive........that he can wait that long........now still the same he call me everyday n i juz pretend duno sumtym i even off the phone or silent it.......i juz want him to find a girl that is BETTER than me..........i always say that "its for his own gud" but i never realize its juz hurting him more n more i noe that every human have feels.......

if u want to start a relationship make sure u.........
1-prepare 4 d sadness
2-brave

thats juz example....

know wat???i always dream that i cud hav a gud luv but the i know nothing is 4 eva and nothing is COMPLETE without any bad thing......this world is so big and wide....there are a lot of girl and guy who is better so why do the one break up still crying and upset......of cuz cry can be a little but please think of the one hu love u and the one hu u love......how will they react when they know u upset????i realize so that i learnt 1 more thing "love is nothing but sadness" n "love isn 4eva"..........if u get me back to that tym i swear i wont fell in the trap n make the ppl hu love me n hu i luv sad.....i swear........i was sick about couple love.....i am sad when the ppl around me sad n cry for love..............sometimes i was so..............(err that feeling i duno how to say) with my parent they are so lovey-dovey....hehe so nice ^^
whatever my mom want,my father will buy 4 her......sweet....^^
i wish i cud find 1 when i am adult........n_n
its simple isn it my ideal guy......juz good n truely care 4 me ^^
looking is juz nth........the important/gold is the heart of someone.....well i hope every1 around me find their true love n live hepily ever afta (this is juz a wish n i duno izit reli will hepi???)....
chak at least try to smile n sing if u can...........i hope i can bring hepiness to everybody(as i cud)......

can i get this.......有你在身彷是我最大的幸福 huh????it means "hav u beside me is my biggest hepiness"..................*fuh*

well the is pretty long too huh....
chak thats it c ya........thankz 4 reading this o......^^