like 18th floor of hell !!!

reli reli a lot of pressure around me and myself also duno where the pressure come from my family?hmmm some..my fren??a lot...but my form 4 life juz start so tat i wont giv up so easy..this start of the skul got happy,sad,pressure,depress,lonely,boring,crazy,uneasy,too much thing to think,dilemme, and the feel of BEING betray...well still okey..^^

hmmm love is juz illusion for those ppl hu believe in it...i try to change bcoz i wan to 4get him but at skul when i see him i will remember the memory that i hav with him...hmmm let see hu can tell me the best way i can forget EVERYHING about him??who can??mayb nid to giv that person reward ^^

mayb juz relax n relax i can forget him...i tot if i cut my hair n chnage the appearance i can forget about him but i remember more le...why?then i try remember him but as the fact i remember him clearly in my brain...y?...it make me suffer....oh ya these day i see HIM in skul n then he juz walk away like i am kinda transparent jor..hey excuse me i hav colour what,i am not transparent well if i am transparent than its a good thing bcoz...ngeh ngeh ngeh ngeh ngeh...creepy leh..

but this day still got A hepi memory thats my skul principle is so x10000000 funny...b4 this i tot he is sumone hu juz 'law by law' but i never tot he can b so funny in the other way...^^

i still remember his lesson...i start to like 4 science 4 teacher..math,sivik,fizik teacher is so great...well juz this three i hav see in the start but such a waste that i wan change clas...i hav no interest in account bcoz i dun like counting...ppl around me said "u will SUFFER even more if u enter account"...hmmm guest they are right...^^

hope hav a hepy hepy hepy year lor...same as the year coming xp....i hav think about the ppl rank in my life from the top to the last...

from top....

-GOD

-myself

-my family(only 5 ppl not include me..well i dun wan to b unfair by ranking them xp)

-my precious,great,kind,pretty,nice,good,lucky n everything good..only this ONE is my true n best friend but she change skul liao hope i can met her again in future ^^

-study

-my other family member

-tis is special ONE d one i admire..at my skul..girl (keep it a secret ^^)

-my bed

-my laptop

-my phone

-anime

-my drawing book

-my bear bear include all the thing in my room XD

-my normal friend

-my friend well can say best friend...

know why my room is more important than my friend??hmmm i let u guess,if i remember i will tell..my room has a lot of think thats soft sumtym i talk to them @@ i am not crazy juz too lonely liao so nid to talk to them lor..n blog is a place i express my feeling to...^^

hmmm sumtym i mayb will lay at my bedday dream or even 'imbas kembali' my past life...err the junior life,primary skul life..haha that tym i cant forget 1 thing that hepen when i wan standard 3 or 4 thats my first tym (no nid to say what hepen de la thats the bitter memory lor) n also when u wan to drink u nid ask teacher for permisson..haiz i ways boring with this word

"cikgu saya nak minum boleh???"

uhhh if now hav a secondary student say this..i also din dare to think wat will hepen next..mayb the teacher will laugh or faint...XD

bring u a hepy hepy bless n smile hehe...chak see ya^^