i hate merentas desa..

i reli hate merentas desa..see the canteen day 4 years once but merentas desa 1 year once..what the hell..the worse..well this is only latihan..hmmm today i plan to be QM helper but the helper already chose..UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!every year also i cant b checkpoint..

grrr..unfair!!!!!!!!!!and then afta skul i wait 1 hour and more so i drink 2 tea(50 cent one and got ant inside de *vomit* well afta drink i baru feel it)then plus some keropok lekor 10 cent one the one like small small de...haiz 1 hour is long la(hmm i don blame him well he need to work for this family,that point i can understand so i din show my kemanjaan..)feel so tired..haiz then i slept in the car -_-" (cant help,thats my habit)..

aiyo first february still got kejohanan merentas desa..grrr like want to shout all the bahasa kasar out from my heart..feeling sumkind sad,wanna cry,sleepy,unsatisfied,lonely,my heart like in the 18th floor of hell..thats making me suffer..

and then when i slept my mom come in and touching my head..hmmm nice mom hehe...she worry about me alot although it seems like she was unreasonable sometime..hehe...i see him at skul today..feeling more sad...

my skin is darker...i hate it..well number 1-30 is not me de la..qm qm qm please let me in..i don wan to run..making me tired and darker..the sun is always by my side (well can say coz when i am in the car the sun is always following me -_-")