over enjoyed...

yeah!whooohooo!rock it....today 26-9-08 i was really really happy...but there is something sad too..well the happy feeling over flow inside more than my sad feeling..i am happy...all that i pray and hoped come true thats to make sure youth conference going on perfectly and it goes on perfectly as i prayed...and JR a member i prayed so that he will be more happy and forget all the past thing that make him sad so today he seem more lively than ever..he was happy (at least what i see from outside)...


then today i "selamba"ly propose to ken ahaha...not that ken its kks..haha its actually nt propose..i told him b4 "i admire u in the beginning of skul" and that time is i think around july..and today he ask me "u like me?" haha i selamba jek answer him "yes" haha then he...aiya i forget wat reaction jor..actually i want sambung that "that feeling is now turn to admire feeling" lol admire and love is two very very very different feeling leh...


dulu i dun wan to reject him so i accept him and he break up with me...that time i feel "wah so free...less a beban" (so jahat la me) haha then after a few week i was like "wuwuwu(sfx crying) why he break up with me" haha then later i regain my self confident little only la until now...now i understand that the love i say is only some of my admire and frenship for them...aiyo why i din understand it in the first place if i understand it earlier then no one wud be hurt right?..


ya that time i am stil mentah...since he was so precious to me up until now i stil be fren back with him..haha very unexpected...and today i thought i as a member has no present but i get a t-shirt wah so happy thats the second gift i receive from sheryl jie jie thanks so much..muakz juz for sheryl jie jie...she make me happy and seeing her making me feel "wah this jie jie so nice" ^_^


i will keep on praying for all of the one beside me and other ppl that i dun even know them too ^^...so happy can make new fren and the seniors are so frenly...weeehaaaa so happy...kyaaaaaaa!chak see ya later haha...


BELOW WAS MY EDITED POST...AT NIGHT AROUND 7PM(I THINK)
another unexpected thing happen another guys that i din expect to even say a hi to me...ask me about youth conference..i think there is only one guys i haven talk to that i make him mad once..haiz but i already okay with the other guy who i make them mad hehe...so happy...my prayer has reach the GOD i am so happy...