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hmmmm these day duno what is the grey shadow mood...of cuz as always de karen got good and got bad...got happy and unhappy...


haiz...yeah that day i plan on writing a blog..yeah u know what i did?actually nt me did its the internet fault..not mine haha...nvm la..


yeah tomolo is parents day..i mean the parents go skul take result thing...me so excited...for wat??yeah tomolo kena marah..haha...haiz my bi almost A1 jor..one mark only...ok nvm usually if i get nice at the beginning of the year,then my final exam is xxx..


haha i still remember what i get on my form1..such a wonderful memory i wont forget...the january test in form 1...ok mie get number 1..haha sooooo happy coz i never get number 1 but...sadly i am in 1kental...the third class...count form the back...


and then number 1 for my form 1 mei and july..then suddenly..cis i got rival..a chinese guys that i admire so muc..he is sooo cute haha...i admits that i like him 3 years ago (form1) but later my feeling fade...


hmmm yeah he climb over me and get number 1 in final exam...then second is also a chinese guys(which never study,well in skul he never but still i admits he is better than me..sob..) and number 3..my nicest friend ever...i anggap her my best fren but duno what she think..nvm..she get number 3 and i am number 4..


then a years pass by..and its form 2..the white and black valentine..i receive a gift from someone..haha its a letter and a teddy bear..i wonder why he give me teddy bear??haiz better a anime disc la..haha anyways i appreciate it ^^


okay i get number around 1,2,3 form2..its 2 hebat..but then in form 3 i got a very very strong rival...yeah she is ....haiz u know la...and then now even worse..she is still in the same class as me now..that was 3 years pass...without any special event,medal and others...its worthless..or should i say,its just 3 years of NOTHING??


finally i know today that HE get number 1 in the whole school form4..oh LORD i NEVER thought it would be him..anyway omedetto(congrate)..and today too i see him,cycling infornt of me and i was like looking up the sky and thingking "wah the sky is so pretty" and totally ignore him..haha so cruel..


skul is hell,hmwork is penderaan hell and exam is 18th floor of hell...haha...oh ya talking about skuling..that day i went tuityen like usual but i bring my comic that i borrow from a fren..and my father see it so he juz bla bla bla and behind the car is gt a human laugh so i said rudely "diam la!!"


okay then i continue my keanak anakan until 5-6 day then i and my papa start talks back..fuhh..i calm me down..i tot it would b a long war..know wat during that time..i dont even dare to talk to him haha...and after that when i tell him my result he say sumting like "study hard,if u duno anything then open ur mouth and ask la..if u dun understand anything just ask" okay i feel enough..i will...TRY MY BEST!!yokata(thankz godness) he din scold me..instead of scolding me,he giv me freedom...for now...thankz LORD ,otosan,okasan,oneesan..u all are precious to me..without u all,without me..