my love history ^^

hmm i think by stating all out here will make me more happy . bcoz i wanna forget it all . but if i want to rmb it . i can just read this to refresh . XD

umm .. wont tell history bout other things . just some characteristic of my beloved's ex's . XD i love and i cant hate . its torturing hating .

the first one .. standard 5 .^^ i think dont need to state name gua ?! aiya... but will forget later leh ... alrite .. his name Sam xD umm .. his relationship with me is the most complicated .

how shud i put it ? umm .. its like , standard 5 and 6 we are couple but then form 1&2 we lost contact . form 3&4 couple back . form 5 break . form 6 couple back . and in the middle of this year ... break . XD

lets see .. he was a nice guy . he was out-date the moment i met him, [frankly ok ? TT__TT hope he dont read this ler ] but then when chatting with him form 5 he was so matured and improved so muchhhh! i was like ... omg ?!

haha .. his personality that i like ... he was caring . always calling me and sms-ing me . sending me credits . well i always send back thou ... i hate owe-ing people [bad experience when i'm standard3] .

personality i dislike . he was like old man . bla bla bla . xD sometimes we dont even had a topic to chat ?!

confession : giving letter when going back from tuition class . and presents sometimes . little surprise ^^ unknown duration .same age .

but we are still friends now . i think ? XD

alright . next . oh ... this one . form 1 . his name ....... Adrian . haha. this one is easy to forget . frankly ... XD

confession : giving letter on the way we're walking back .

unforgetable moment : yelled out "i love you ah ~! " on the staircase with loads of peoples . half a year .same age .

oh .. when i said he was the easiest to forget bcoz ... we never had anything to do . rarely talk . just sms ! i'm serious . XD well ... i had a stupid habits . i hate rejecting people XD

third one .. unknown .

fourth . unknown .

fifth . this was a bit special . XD Kevin . omg.. i'm serious . he was younger than me . XD 1995 . which means 3 years younger than me .

he was cute . but always busy TT____TT the reason why i break up with him .

confession : face to face : i love you . which shock me .

rare memories . just some blank promises . 2 months .

sixth . unknown .

seventh . Mike . umm ... he is also caring and nice . but sometimes he is extremely busy . he cheated once . but then we're back together . a cat lover . very girly . = =" i cant stand that . i felt like lesbian .

his line "when u're scared , i'll ease ur mind" . althou i know thats a blank promise too . but its so sweet .

confession : unknown . XD

memories : too much . XD of 6 months .

personality - quite a pervert too XD 20 years old .

eigth .dont wanna tell .

ninth one . forgot completely = ="

tenth . Zuriel . which also given me a new name . kyriel . XD he is the sweetest among all above . but also the sly-est . sometimes even idk if he's for real or not .

"i love you" at least 5 times a day , was what he always told me . sms and phone calls everyday . but my jealousy went over . we break bcoz my jealousy is too high and his pride is high . TT_____TT

personality : sweet . caring . stubborn . sly . pervert .

confession : always hanging around . and direct confession .

memories : too much ! x3 . of 1 and a half months . same age .


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