Pain..

ask me why now!! xD just kidding...when i wanted to tell nobody can stop me..when i dont want to nobody can force me ^^

aiyooo..forcing myself to be happy and smile is much more pain...almost finish watching the chinese drama [lazy wanna check the english name&dont know how to type chinese name xD]..oh well...

its "koon sam gai" [cantonese] gai~not kai~ayam xD!! edited 8:53PM ..the name is 宮心計 "beyond the realm of conscience".

reli agree with the -bitch- [sorry i used foul word.ignore it,if u dont like.xD] .yea that xxxxx.

that xxxxx once said "why she always gets what she wants?" yea..why am i always in bad lucks?aiks..

cant express feelings is a pain feeling...who [the hell] shud i trust?who shud i get my revenge?do i do good and ppl will be good?who shud i love?who shud i hate?why is jealousy a -feelings- in this -wicked- world?

without jealousy i wont asked these question u know... ^^ and lastly...who is my friends?awww...dont pity me.. TT

if You intended let me be alone...then dont gimme -hopes- please... bcoz it hurts more when everything i planned turns out the -other- way TT sobs...

oi oi..think of all this ..main reason --> just now in the afternoon..on fb..

my friend-ei ur darling got ask u out ar?
me-no.
my friend-she asked me out yesterday oh..
me-dont tell me!!!i hate you [kidding thou xD]
my friend-fine..wanna go out saturday? [<--whats this?pity me? =____=]
me-*feels a bit annoyed and jealous TT*
my friend- bla bla bla~
me- *annoyed* [so i turn the fb chats to -offline-]

HMPH~well i'm not reli angry with her..just felt jealous TT

these days playing TinierMe..an online game but.....haiz suan le~just let it be..Que Sera Sera~

this world is so -real- hahaha!~~

Ps:the smiles&laugh above is all FAKES! thank you ! ^^ <---this one included[smiles is mean] xD <---this one is 20% real~lets be real then!

oh ya one more...i am not a spare tayar xD so dont treat me as a SUBSTITUTES~thank you ^^ <----50% real~