haiz...

the days memory so low(not these days,it always IS LOW!) grrr.haiz forgot certain person...bcoz long time no contact liao...and thus eliminate them from my life~bye bye~

but there is one person i will never forget and i will always keep in touch with her for she is one in a million... sobs...

yesterday dreamt about something..hehe forgot liao xD but i'm sure it was a nice dream ^^

hmm looking forward to this sunday~cousin's wedding..when will be your's sis? *chuckles*

haiz..promised..and broken=i hate u..i still rmb something...chemistry paper 3 was the last paper..before that paper we revise a bit and something crossed my mind..

i told the FRIENDS(close ones~ <3>

i am glad. =)

no matter what happened i shud be glad...for a lotssssss of reason.well first of all i gt the bare necessities(its a song from jungle book~very nice one~relaxed and nice rhythm~ *chuckle*)

hehe back to the topics.hehe pass my undang after reading the 220 question book the second time i FAILED.well well.i DO NOT regret.rm120 for a lesson and 2 friends.

for a lesson is when i learn that "failures makes you stronger each time u fall down and ppl gives u a kick" well? xD

and then the 2 frens...its nice...the first time met "Yan Yumiko" facebook u will find her.but not yumiko its japanese word de.she is nice...umm she pass her first time 46 i think.. =)

but she is not arrogant at all.she is a form 5 this year (2010) .and hor she lives near my house only xD so we could met up and go jalan jalan together in jusco or giant ;)

hehe then the second time i go for test.umm in bangi one.then hor i met a arrogant girl TT.she was the same age as myself but i felt stress with her due to her arrogantness.well i had patience..lol just kidding.

she failed 41/50 just like the marks i get on my first time xD her name is also kah yan but diff surname.boooo.this one i dont wan ler xD oh ya among them there are 2 malay singer la.well teenager malay singer.

the girl is pretty but the boy...they are siblings...well the first time i see the guy hor i just saw his back with long hair but the hair is kinda rough.then when i saw his face i was like ?_? ----> @@ what the...

gender bender? <=== (read manga too much xD) OMG...he din wear a skirt so he is not a crossdresser...well anyways not my business..

okay now third time !! this realy a bit sad,happy,stress,excited and annoyed lor. okay start our journey with umm..going there..waited for some girls..then naik kereta...

then in the car hor...its unser so quit spacious but at the back the sat 4 girls included me ==!!! sardin!!! the second row 2 girls and 1 chinese guy(kinda cool xD and nice~ ><) then the front is also a chinese guy~dont really rmb his face lur~

then hor...very sad is that on the way to nilai(first time go nilai take test.the 2 times is at bangi de..well nilai de very easy la the question.gt 2 same question asked "bilakah anda boleh potong kenderaan di sebelah kiri?"

i answered when the front car moves too slow xD actually its when the left car change to right side.well i shud have answered one A and one B xD i know the answer was either those two bcoz other option was craps ==!!)

oh...yea on the way to nilai hor.....very teruk la sit 4 ppl at the back TT sardin then hor the 2 girl on my left hor talk talk talk i felt like "shut up la.i need silence to read and do revision a bit" ==!! talk talk talk ALL THE WAY to nilai...one hours+ ==

what the...on my right is a chinese girl named "Yuff Len" also in my fb (story bout her later...) at first i also not so like that girl de xD (yuff len sorry ah) well she gave me an arrogant scent. TT

then while waiting we chat ...she was 12 and i was 14 lol.14 and 19 is the number i hate the most well i hate those number ended with 4 or 9.

we chat for a while and exchange name after we talk about 10 min xD then add her on my phone (hey nice leh there got wireless de~haiz if i know earlier then that kpp i also cn play fb de la xD) then the test...

then come out she make a crying face. >< .not reli cry la just make that face ler. then i asked the mr.chong "go listen undang now ar?" he said "no la so late liao la"

ok lor.balik lagi bagus i sooooo tired that time xD then hor i thought is 42/50 de but getting the receipt is 46/50 i was like "@@ siao ar?" lol.then mr.chong just rushing and said "come come quick go listen ur undang now la~run run~" ==ll

i thought listen undang second time is the same as the first time de?but exactly diff..TT so sad NOBODY told me that TT sobs. so sad to hear it alone...

well i thought like first time de so i was happy~.so sad to part with yuff len~ then enter the room 2 hor felt scare...a lot malays and indians.you could call me racist.for i had a bad experience in school (form 3. location:school block A's stair .dont ask about it.thank you.)

okay done with that.umm...then hor sat the back lor.wait wait alone.open fb and post something.sister SINDIR me ==!

then hor when the class is about to start a malay guy came over and said "kak,boleh tak duduk kat depan" i was like haiz nvm la sit where also same jeh~

btw why call me "kak"?he looked older and he got lots of gangs there TT scared... so went in front.sit in the most front!!grrr.i hate this...

the instruktor came in giving some books but duno if he din saw me or what..he din give me TT this make me so sad and pain...i felt transparent... sobs..

thinking it makes me felt sad.i endure it...for 3 hours staying in a transparent condition.felt hungry bcoz that time around 3 o'clock liao.hungry+sad+stress+angry TT

lucky me its 3 hours nia not 6.actually got a P amali de but skip that .mr chong say cn go home de bcoz that p amali is just sitting under the sun de wor xD for me ? more good la.

no need see that yong sui malay instructor anymore.hmph.hate u forever!oh ya i think due to i am late hor that class is full of seniors and those who had a car at home and who had already practice.

uggg more stress bcoz i am the only one dont know anything about car TT.what a pain...then balik lor~shocked me...back also need see that 38 po from earlier.neh the one talk talk talk de ah. aiyo...i shud have bring my hands-free along ==!! .

phone expired cannot sms. ==!! .then hor along the way of course she also talk non stop la. i wonder if she will die if she shut up? ==!! she chat with the driver(my chong) this time bcoz she sat in front.once again i sat in the middle ==

then when on the way back we visit mr chong's house.hey nice leh.he own 4 offices,4 dogs(normal dog ...) and a big house o.O that house he said every country he go he will buy a coke or other carbonate drinks for a memory~

that coke from china damn cute xD i shud have took a pic ><~ and then again balik~this time to his office when i am dropped off.the time i closed the car door hor i was like kena electric shock ?_?

what izit the aircond problem?well i sat in the middle so the air cond was kena me TEPAT lor. a bit pain only la.then wait for father.then he go buy durian~ == i hate the most...

duno why i just cant eat them.its not the scent.its when i eat i felt like vomit ... and then fullstop for yesterday~~~

oh ya there are 3 roads i hate the most.well these are the road father always used.first is of course the most used road to the shop~there is a police station there. to tell the truth i started hating POLICE from when i am form 3 =)

i hate them .i despise them.i look at EACH OF them with glare&hatred. the second road is on the way to serdang pasar~umm.there is a road hor if morning very very jam de.bcoz we are malaysian ^^

the third road is the pasar road.one the way back.that road hor sooooooooooooooo small one.eee.well i dont hate it bcoz they are pasar people ~ lol.

haiz that all la xD tired liao now also 11:54 liao.i started typing this from 11:10 :p gudnite~

rm25...rest in peace...

rofl...

what the...u see...just now in the afternoon the maid ordered a barrel of gas...then that guy come in the house!! o.O damn...then say daddy haven come back la.

then gone.just now 'round 4.30pm that guy come back...i said "boss haven come back" . ?_?

shit...then hor what make me felt like stabbing myself is...the gas seller said "then i want back the new gas barrel" then i am like "harrr?" i asked the maid "u...take their gas?" the maid nodded.

i said "give back la" . she answered "i change dy..." *faint!!!* i was like "what the...!!".why you.....haiz nvm la.rm25 please.lol.my 2008's precious collection...i usually go collect it and kept it for "emergency" use. xD

haiz but nvm la since this is also KINDA called emergency.its dangerous to let in the stranger.i was shocked when she let in that guy to my home's door. ==ll.

luckly that boss was nice.i think father is a patron of that gas seller who was a chinese.what a day!!

lol.

is "sial" count as bad word? xD

this days felt so beh song...haiz...bo mood.choose between career and study.okay fine.major? lol said also daddy wont let de la...

wanna study anime!! xD haha..my conscience told me he 99.9% wont let me de. =) .ah so bored bored.when can i grow as ADULT and get my FREEDOM . o.O

haiz.sial...hate too much.

oh plkn had started *chuckle* he went to perak~ wont miss him :p will never miss him.come back dont contact me ever again.do u know how much courage and patience i use each time i face him?lol...

nahhh.these day nothing fun...nothing nice...miss her~ <3~

then lastly~

I HATE U~

H-appy to see U
A-lways miss U so much
T-ake U in my mind
E-veryday I remember U...