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爱爱爱爱了几回

也明白其中滋味

付出的从来不会等于收回

我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回

也曾经为爱憔悴

爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈

我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人

多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼

女人女人我答应做个好人

我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

爱爱爱爱了几回

也明白其中滋味

付出的从来不会等于收回

我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回

也曾经为爱憔悴

爱情好人总比坏人狼狈

我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人

多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼

女人女人我答应做个好人

我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

男人男人多希望你是好人

多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼

女人女人我答应做个好人

不会再让我(你)心疼一等再等

你就是我等的那个人

男人男人

女人女人

多么希望你是对的人

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today so many happens so many forgotten..erm..like always(not always la sometimes) gossip bout other ppls XD..erm today exam moral lor..then when math enjoy chatting + studying with teacher and some fren i like (izumi chan a.k.a. faathimah + mamoru-chan a.k.a. asykin and banana-chan a.k.a tamarai and me a.k.a. saru-chan) haha..

the names is kinda cute hoho~..

i got many with the name karen..first of all carrot then current(I),voltage,kayang..ahh whatever..then ummm today beh song ppl talk bad about me when they are not perfect ><

erm..the time we study math,we also chat..i am so shocked to know izumi has 18 siblings..OMG!i was like "what the hell?!!" if it were me i had dies a long time ago..she had a step mother who was very garang one..sob pity her leh..hey i am serious here!!i dont pity her because wanna show i am kind..i really felt terrible when she said it..

i was even more worried when she said it with a calm face like nothing..well i supposed she had already fine with the situation..but still..........its hurting me..i felt sad.....why someone who was kind like dat need to suffer like this while bad ppl live wealthy!!thanks..i hate you!!

ppl i am interested in..duno why lately i felt very interested in some ppl..erm start with prince issac..whom i found in facebook..he was like a girl so cute..and i am interested because his status state.."in relation with Prince Danson"..erm i din mean to start with him well i got many fren behind and i scare i forget him later..

now start with my frens..only 2 lor..izumi and mamoru..they are so kind even thou i am just a fren of their erm starting from this year..i really like them..as fren la..they are the most humble and kind i have ever met..99.9 perfect..i really hope we can keep the frenship after graduate bcoz i had grow very fond of them...

i like them very much..even thou they are malays but their personality better than any of my chinese fren.. == i just terus terang..if i were to seperate from them i think i would be so hurt..izumi give a feeling to u like u wanted to protect her..

and then now for teachers..erm from form 1 i like..erm..

sej teacher - pn karpakam..she was gorgeous

science-en tan..because always play no nid study de..but i still score above 60 that time n_nv

moral-pn choong..she was so nice..BACK THEN..

bm-pn.siti mariam..nice teaching..gave us a lot hmwork..sometime feel very relax..

seni-pn...i forgot the name..but definitely not khairus and zareen == my seni teacher was the

best of these 3..seriously..thats why my seni always score above 70..

erm my memory is low..i think thats all for form 1..now form 2..

science-pn..aiya i forgot..i think pn nor......haiz i malas check majalah sekolah la..her teaching skill also very nice..i rmb i score 82 beat danny who score 81..haha..that time i very playful..love to play with my class de chinese guy..they all nice BACK THEN..

moral-pn choong...still same..

form 3

bi-pn azlin..super nice..i like her..erm my pmr result score A in bi..thx to her..

math-pn normalizam..also very nice..she make us rmb our square,cube,sifir,polygon's side and many more..and i score A for pmr as well XD i never thought that o..when i saw my pmr result math A very happy and shocked

bm-pn siti mariam..again..the same

form 4

chemi-pn puteh..cute,nice and great teaching skill

bio-pn zubaida..same as my chemi teacher..

moral-pn rohaida..also very nice

form 5

math-pn jamaah..she very nice..

physic-pn tuan nor asiah..also very cute and nice..

bi-pn ismariah..nice..

bio-pn norma..quite strict but nice teaching

erm thats all gua..other not interested/hated..especially moral form 3..erm there are also some i would like to see but never teach me..they said pn roseffin and pn faizulizami was nice..but i duno about that..

today moral that suren very noisy..i said something i dont wan to..this is what i said "suren shut up la..*then i said something very rude ><

hmm~

i love writing romance story..hmm i came up with one yesterday..it was just some sketch and imagination thou..erm i think of this while thinking of him..lately whatever i drew always(86%) ends up to be his face ==

erm the story was like this..there was a boy and girl in their standard 5..their first encounter was introduced by friend..their second coincidence encounter was when they went to a party..then they became fren and then best fren who shared everything..the boy's study was good while the girl's was very very poor..

then girl was good at the topic about love and the guy has no idea about love..then the have a deal..the deal was that the guy teach the girl about studies and the girl teach the guy about love and how to attract and confess..after a long time they realize they both fell for each other..

everything makes the guy easier to confess because the girl told him about love,her ideal and etc..they share everything making they understand each other very well..they went on very well.....bla bla bla..

mayb i think of writing this story about marriage and then divorce and THE END but that was like cruel..

i forgot how to love 3 years ago..i just care but i dont love..yesterday morning chat with a fren(can considered la) much more older than me de..a guy..erm..chat about he broke up with his gf..so i talk a lot to encourage him..this thing is so complicated i hate it..i wan ask izit really okay to sleep with ur gf?

then when after back yesterday damn angry..saw 2 bitches with makes me so angry..i hate them like without guys will die..one always trying to get guy's attention and one more like always wan a guy by her side..go die la! i hate bitch..

then one of my fren said.."ur class ar?"..erm this was a private question..well in my class if chinese i only like one chinese's personality only lor..then haha i post on my facebook la..and that person whom i chat to yesterday morning said something to encourage me too..then i said "i will try but it wont work on me" then he said "we both same la..only know how to saybut hard to do"

ya i totally agree with that but his case was diff..i can do 89%about forget about my bf..or should i say i hate complicated things that i avoid my body from..

hoho~

sometimes felt very angry from ppl copy and paste something thats urs and get commented for their's..== what da hell..these day still sick sick..that saturday..fever..damn!..

today go skul saw bastard..i wish that bastard never to appear before me again..

somemore..in facebook..there are friend who u know and view ur profile but din add u..its rude..if u dont wan add dont go view la..thats different for u dunno de ppl..but u know de ppl viewed ur profile and din add u == and dont add ppl who u dont meant to..

talking about attitude..i get along well with shy and normal ppl..i hate bitch and arrogant ppl..for those bitch who cant shuddup i even more hate!good breed of parents always produce good breed of child..so this blame their parents!

that saturday was my friend's bday..erm..i think of this when she ask for expensive present..is present about the price?then why dont u just gave him/her money instead?..

its better dont give rather than giving not sincere rite?so i dont like ppl i dont like giving me present because i MUST repay that..but if it was someone i like then with pleasure..

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sad~~

haiz..why these day my body like tau fu de..i hate it..before 2009 i was a very lively child..i rarely fell sick..but now..always sick..that day allergic also nvm la..today morning..very happy thought i will go out with friends to buy books and celebrate their birthday..

so as always..go eat breakfast..so damn unlucky..first of all..the milo ais there...buy milo ais free nyamuk..== go die!!second..the pork mee worker has problem with hearing..then nvm lor..

balik rumah..still happy..but a bit stomach pain..haiz always de la..so beria-ria go take my cloth for going ioi~~suddenly..my leg felt no energy to walk..i felt dizzy..i felt my head was burning..so i went to my mother room ask her check..she said "ur heartbeat was fast go eat pils"

this make me scared..u know..i always sore throat,cough and flu..but rarely got fever..now fever+flu+cough+dizzy..what the hell..like h1n1 symtom..then when i think back it was like..not so ngam ba..baru pagi makan pork mee..then kena swine flu??damn..

tired~~

hmm found two word these day in other language that i felt so meaningful ^^ thats "Que Sera Sera" i search it because i saw my fren wrote it in my class's black notez..the other is "hakuna matata"..this was because today my nephew came over to play and they watch tv..

so it reminds me of when i watched lion king..hakuna matata..then these day damn sick..mayb will post some pictures later..now after i lived for 16 years and about 7 months baru i know what am i allergic to..haix..damn Mega clinic!!

that day(last friday) like always went to skul..then i cough on the last 3rd period thats math..and i took some cough and flu medicine so i saw the antibiotic and since i took the two then i should took antibiotic too rite?

so i took it..after few SECONDS..damn..i felt burning..itchy..i thought it was nothing..then dunno why pressure from pn charanjit who came in suddenly scolding the boys for stealing something(i duno..they said it was lencana sekolah or something ==)

when she came in i felt pressure and thus increase my temperature..hot!!then my fren suddenly.."karen borrow rubber...are u crying??" what the hell..i wont cry suddenly okay?..==

i felt weird so i ask why?she said "ur ears and eyes are red!" what the hell..i felt it was weird..then the one sat beside me said "yalar" then i answered "no i just scratch it a little"

few SECONDS more..i felt my head spining,burning and felt like something was pushing up to my head..i felt dizzy..suddenly my face all red..i felt terrible..this experience was more painful than any disease before..

is this a punishment from God?..haiz..dunno why felt like these all weekend also busy..weekend is supposed to be my rest time!!! ==