aih...haha...

damn it...this one i type it already but becoz of the rain..

yesterday kinda nice...erm in skul still like hell..my class can never shut up for 1 SECOND..geez especially mujab's son and suren..always bising..

after skul i stay back..then after that while waiting for my father my fren and i chat something..hmmm about "what is ur problems?" then i get childish haha..childsih is more like a praise..and also means cute rite?haha(no?)

then i know my problems dats i dun like to show u dat i beh song u..i will just suddenly(actually with a reason) dun talk to a certain person..

i have no habits of hurting someone so i dont normally told her/him..normally i beh song is chuan ppl..

then after dat..i and pei yin talk about future..haha..this was funny..why so many ppl say i and him still has chance??and its weird coz yesterday i dreamt about him leh(think of him too much??)

lol..i ask "hmmm wonder what is my future like?" then no answer to my question..then we saw 3 little cute rabbits(my fav was monkey after all ^^) in the near house..pei yin wan touch it but it run away haha..

then i ask "hmmm wonder who will i be with??" then she said "i think u will be married to ------" haha no way...mayb i stil got feeling for him??actually now i think we both was trying to do something..

hmmm like make each other fall in love back??i duno..but my intention was to make him REGRET and GUILTY..haha but i guess it will fail coz i lack of courage..i wont use trick i will use my own will..

and he...i think he was trying something..what izit??haiz..

haiz..

today's killing mission failed...but instead of killing dat person i saw
someone i dun wan to..haiz i even smile to him and he asked "smile wat??"
but he
is also smiling..

everytime i saw him also smiling..he is a gud guy but why my other fren say
he is scary??he is no more than my ex..he is less than lover but more than
frenz(dulu..long time ago)..

haha my fren ask "he look like still got feeling wor" ..haha so funny..no
more this joke we are just fren now..

but duno why he is the person i avoid the most..today actually wan kill de
is LKY but instead i saw him..

^^ sakura in chinese version..cute~~~

hey tml i bring blade to skul..not to suicide..i am not dat stupid to kill myself in skul..i bring it TO KILL SOMEONE.. ><

because tml got chemistry..so i will lalu 5p2..which is his class..if he dare to pick a fight with me then i dare to really point the blade to him(of cuz not when teacher is there XP) he kacau me once more i will kill him..cut him into 18 pieces..cook with ham,nugget,hotdog,babi,chicken...and feed it to doggy.. XD

......found myself very violence this year...wakakaka..well 2009 is a year for me to be either silent or violent..did i choose violent over silent??i think so... aiya cant find my blade..where did i put it to..haiz..when i dont need it,its always there..

anyway its a MUST to bring on every thursday and friday.. *Evil Grin*

without the help of picture i really cant remember a thing..like abang Ezkil..my first image of him 2009 on the day of camp was "weird but cute" but then one of my fren told me "hey he was they when we have camp 2007" really?i really duno..

but sometimes even with picture i also cant remember..my memory is low..very low..then i go check on majalah sekolah 2006 and found out he was 2 years older ONLY??i thought he was more old.. ==

these day got a feeling of " i dont want to expand my friend range anymore!!" == sakit...sakit....sakit hati ah...

especially seeing him more sakit hati..haiz..oh yeah my class..my class teacher was pn.norma..we always kena marah one..u see..other teacher always say 5sc3 this and 5sc3 that..

then she marah us back la..hey gimme a break i din do that okay??!!damn..always like dat but now i dun wan go anywhere..erm 5sc1 too stress and scary and too much arrogant ppl..5sc2 sien..5sc3 TOO bising..

well nvm la..now already pass 3 month lor..so after spm like hell i am gonna visit thing skul again..actually planning on goin back to this skul for canteen day but nvm la..i rather sleep at home better than go "hell"

and i rather go visit SKPU 1 my primary skul ^^ i wan to see if encik arif was still there or not?..i heard they say a man principle replace the woman(i forgot the name)..

i wonder why ppl can remember the thing happen 20-30 years ago??i really cant remember even with picture and even if its only 2 years ago..

even with picture i still ask "who is this??when did i took this photo??do they really exist??"..

dats why..i need a lot of memory and picture and good thing to remember someone..of coz i will also remember my enemIES for now..

hmmm...

ahhh these day i kept blogging in my space..but i think here is better anyway becoz can post picture..

so for the camp i already type in my space so i wont type again..and i will post some pictures later..

erm..these day kinda nice can sleep at home and i even get to go out with fren on the last saturday..and it was like i was out alone??yeah..

but i did buy something which make me happy ^^

haiz..as USUAL many bad things happen leh..can i change fate??can i change destiny??

hmmm...today seeing him remind me of something he said during camp(he was a malay guy,same class with me,kinda irritating and annoying!!)yeah he say to me about the mee we ate during the camp activity..it was challenging..well i dun mind typing the ingredient of that SUPER DELICIOUS MEE again here(i type it on my space before)..

-raw eggs

-mee(the one u make until it become big big de ><)

-biscuit(== this make the mee a bit weird)

-and lastly but not least........5 genggam of salt!! ewww..

once u try this i think u will say "my own cooking was better!!"

haha..oh ya..this guy remind me of something dat is..erm..the camp need a penghulu and a penghuluwati..so this guy whom i define as "annoying guy" pointed me out..at last i am not one(i can expect dat bcoz there was too much malays ==)

dat feeling was awkward but not so bad..then he also get balasan..dats we are learning some clapping hand(basic)..and he was worried about the broken egg..(this one i malas to write it again..the egg was a thing they igve each group to take care of..this was hilarious..my group hold it not until 2 minutes already "smack" on the floor)..

then the faci ask him to do something like pondan do..like "eeee seronoknyeeee" with the pondan action..lol and then when he sit back he asked me "u get ur revenge right??"..

dat time i stunt there thinking of wat he meant but i did answer him "yeah.." and now when i think about it..should i really take revenge of everything??well dat was not really my fault its juz he din pay attention to wat the faci is saying..

do u think i will be happy if u get detention??i think no..whether u get detention or not i am still the same..everyday in skul was hell..

oh ya dunno why these day my right eye so pain ah..i wonder why..izit the eye glasses??hmmm...

haiz..

uhhh...one month++ dun blog here..hmm..well i blog in my space is better..fuhhh..exam for march is over.. relieved..^^