boring...

well i rather boring than go school seeing those *******,****,****,****** and so on..they really making me angry..those chuan attitudes..making me vomit...XXXX

its not always i say those bahasa kasar...it start form from 1 i think..well form 3 also have la but not too muc..i rarely say bahasa kasar to my love one..my love one is not only boys but girls too..


i admit this I AM NOT LESBIAN okay?...i just like girl for their attitude like SHOO YUEN extremely nice..for now..well she is cute,pretty,genius,never chuan ppl and most important HER ATTITUDE ARE THE BEST i ever seen..well same goes to PEI MIN 4science1 girl..

and other is like 5050 mayb sometimes too odd then even...they are my NORMAL FRIEND..not too rapat nor not too what la...and there is one i SOMETIMES BE WITH FROM FORM 1 UNTIL NOW ..yeah that day got a party and she invite me over and so what..i never expect my father let me go..SO HAPPY..

see all this colour??well BLUE is my fav colour so if the darker blue name is the person i most like...oh ya i wanna show two pic that i took a couple of month ago ba...when i go melaka..i really like the TIGER its soooo cute man...or rather COOL ba...and other animal also...

this is a COLOURFUL BLOG i ever make haha...

i make some dialog to make the picture more interesting..

hmmmmm....

what are u al looking at??....

blek dun wan look/choi(peduli) u *looking at other place* ..wah this lion so chuan neh...

how can i get to outside??the keepers always keep an eyes on me la...haiz...

grrr...want a closer look??scroll down..

so leng chai/leng lui ^^...nex is hmmm i duno what animal izit...

ahhhh so relax...hey nice sitting position...

*smell smell*...i think its an orange gua...


*trying to get off the kulit*...


ngap ngap...hmmm yummy!

this is called...arg i forget the name...

finally...

finally free....only for 2 weeks...well better than no holiday haha...these day kinda got happy and unhappy thing lor...well forget the unhappy and i will say the happy thing only...oh ya finally i change the background the previous one is too hard to see the word but it took me a lot of time to find something blue,nature,not too capalang,and nice...well its okay for me...


i found out that my two hmmm can call cousin ba..they are juz too lucky..duno whether bcoz they are guy or wat...wat the....guys and girls isn it also human??well no gul no guy rite?really angry wit those ppl who only say "oh my son,son,son.."


that two cousin is so manja one...especially the younger one..wah what kind of world izit??well sis tell me that "they are still young ma,when u young u also like that la" well its true(mayb,i forget the thing happen too long and it can b history...


well i am curious why ppl can remember the past and the DENDAM thing??) i juz think that nowaday remaja is almost all wit the character of chuan(sombong,arrogant)and i really hate it...


11-5-08 i watch a movie call "even steven movie" its so touching..i love all disney channel original movie its all nice..


i tot that all of my tuityen fren is nice well there are only 2 malay girls,1 indian,2 chinese girls(exclude me) and 1 chinese boy(i duno him,he is form catholic..i think)..there is one always try to trick me..


when teacher ask her sumting she will normally say "tanya karen" well...my name in skul is kah yan (mayb some say karen will b easier) but in my tuityen life i am karen or the physics teacher call me kah ying well nvm its not that important i think...at least i am happy wit other and not like my skul enemy here,enemy there,biba here,biba there n so on..


that day 10-5-08 i went to my papa shop..at there around 12.21pm i saw a mickey black and white car..sooo cute and it playing an english song...i think its timberlake sang it...


hmmm i think before this maybe jan,feb,mar and april i like that person in my class but now i scare him jor..he talk bahasa kasar one...i dun like him jor..NEVER EVER..


know why he talk bahasa kasar wit me??i juz ask him hw tall are u only..is that so wrong??well i try be nice but some biba make me angry..


and the lastly about my result gonna faint...i scare i will be jatuh kelas...if i been throw down also until 4science3 only but 4science3 is like a zoo..know that zoo man!!zoo..


oh GOD and some say 4sc3 nothing to talk,all teacher garang garang,many chuan ppl,no chinese guy(out of my expect well got or not stil the same) and lastly the boys are all BIEN TAI(somekind like gatal,pervert)..bien tai u know??bien tai man..


and plus 4science3 is a totally strangers to me..all ppl i duno know de and they are so chuan(sombong,arrogant)..mayb i know but not too rapat..rarely talk..boring..


I DUN WAN TO STUDY ANYMORE..OR SUMMARY I DUN WAN GO SCHOOL..I RATHER DIE THAN CONTINUE THIS SUFFERING LIFE(WELL I KNOW I WAS LUCKY NOT LIKE THE ONE AT.....I FORGET THE NAME OF THAT PLACE THAT GOT GEMPA BUMI DE..)..KNOW WHY I USE RED COLOUR??ISN IT NORMALLY WHEN PPL DIE THEY USE RED COLOUR??YA..WHATEVER JUZ LAST WISH EVERYONE I LOVE IS HAPPY..I WUD RATHER DIE FOR THEM (BETTER THAN I DIE FOR MYSELF)..DUN WORRY I WONT HUNT U ALL...INSTEAD I WILL BLESS U ALL...CHAK C YA...IF I STILL ALIVE..

-bad mood-

really in a bad mood today..i really dun want to hate or have a hate feeling toward U but then why u giv me this rubbish life??is it my past life sin??..if so i really do hate u the most..at first i thought u are so good but now i think u are the worse..i trust u the most among the world creature..


everybody is talking their bf and count me out its okay with me..for me those are FAKE friend i ever make..i dun want to repeat this rubbish doing anymore..the one i only like is shoo yuen and pei min among the pure science student which never sombong,show off,great personality,wonderful,clever,and some what never say my bad point and never critic other ppl..i really like them..these two was the best ever fren i make..i like u two the most!!


i guess that today so malang and sad is because yesterday i am happy so U make me this sad..U always make me cry..why??why is it just me??at first all ppl are saying U are the one thats the best,wonderful,best and like to help ppl but now i found out its all FAKE!!its all the opposite that U have!!i know that my life is upsite down now..everyday past is never all happy..99.9 percent of it are the worse!!

-..lonely..-

lonely huh...what about it??huh i duno...juz kinda lonely..lol..okay today pretty enjoy hangging with only a girl that is good and the one is always with that girl din come to skul today so i was like yay she is mine haha...well if THAT person come i will definitely sure she will be with her..so many she and her huh..well i normally wont mention the name for the negative stuff like this...


okay and here is one more hmmm i am sorry if this layout so hard to see the writing..i am gonna change this layout..maybe after my mid year exam..uhhh and what about exam??driving me crazy...time sure does pass quickly huh..pejam mata saja sudah 4 bulan dash 1 hari point 10 jam point 59 minute point 5 saat lur..


today go for my first day at hmmm forget the name of that company..well nvm i malas go check..tell ya nex time thats only if i remember..it was kinda fun and nice..the human there are nice..all girls (3 ppl include me) at first its physic..once the teacher come in and he is only teaching me well at first he say that (alone hmmm no other in ur mind please)..he said that "wait more 5 minute and then we will start" bcoz that time only me alone there and then an indian girl come in..then a malay girl..okay he is an indian teacher..he is like calling me a wrong name but nvm i will talk to him nex time lol..


and then when the teacher go out then the bio teacher is sick so guru ganti and there is some story about her but nvm its not nice de...and then when the guru ganti go out one of the malay girl ask my name and the other indian girl answer "kah yin"(my decorated name..haha xp well my mom din giv birth to one more girl name kah yin ok.. XD) and i said "hmmm sorry just now the teacher spelling is wrong" and she said "then whats ur name" and i just answer..


so then chemist teacher come in..at first i was like "wah i am scared,he LOOK so garang" then later i know that he was good and kind..hehe i am in love with that teacher *blush* teaching method...lol okay thats for now i think i will write a blog again after my mid year exam..wah so scared o..if fail gonna been scold k** k** o..well if u are not chinese then u dun understand also nvm,its not nice de.. xp
okay good night..