argg..

driving me crazy...haiz next year spm spm..aiyo..so stressed..i will bear 1 more year..or 104 day of school(see i even count it)..pei yin always drive me mad..always hurting me and pretend like nothing happen..

next year i aim to be pps..can i??

and then bear 1 more year i can gt my freedom..and i will gt my license hehe..i really gt a phobia towards my school indian guys(bien tai on physical) and girls(on mental)..eww..dats why i scared of 5sc3..

since i cant do anything but to bear with it then i guess i will juz suicide when i cant bear with it..

a fun fun day..

23th december 2008.. is the best day..i receive 4 present hehe..thx thx to the giver..it was a fun day when i go out with 5 other frenz..and dissapointed for some reason..

the upper part..this was the last ride before we go eat sushi..360 degree @.@..aiyo..i ride it while closing my eyes..and then chai jing ask me to open my eyes when i was ngam ngam 360 degree the most high place..wah..so scared..u see scared stil wan play haha..

the lower part...


this ride has nothing to fear but its a pain..suit for a couple..it would be nice if the strong was sitting on the left bcoz when it start the right will always end up ..umm how to say..umm..stepping??i dunno la..this will cause pain to the left one..and i was the right one.. T.T..and then the right one will suffer from hand pain if u try to go back to the right side when u were being forced to the left side..i dunno why bt when we ride it,it was 2 times and one guest vomit there..

this was the critical point...roller coaster..this is the first ride and we ride 2 times but hui ying was not feeling well so she stopped on the second round..

this i called it the rubbish dump and my mother called it the washing machine..we ended up nt playing this when we get dizzy from dat spinning ride..

diz??of course not..childish..plus it surely make u dizzy..

after we play dat high star-like thing we go play the ship-like ride then we go eat..i was suggesting on sushi..becoz i wan eat the....dunno wat..the big big de..aiyo..i dunno la..for the upper picture was curry ramen-yi ching's and udon mee-shoo yuen's..

when i go there and order u know what she said "out of stock" -_-lll (i go sushi king for dat only)oh yeah one more thing when we first go in i saw a 38(sampat,sampah)old hag talking sommething toward us..i dunno is it me?i hate her..

if u wan eat the eat la dont talk..nanti choke u to DEATH..actually a teenage i call her old hag!!and one more thing there service are poor..when we first go in,i told u NO ONE SERVE US..do u think kids are not human?..i was sure gonna say this in blog..

this was pei yin's ramen..

mine..dunno wat it called..haha i take this pic when 4 ppl go toilet left me and chai jing..while waiting i ate one and take a pic of it..haha actually it has 3..and then i kept calling them because they go toilet for a long time..but then its a surprise..thx a lot..i thought they sesat jor..haha..

in front of the cake was yi ching left and hui ying right...this was a suprise..thx to them..actually they plan on giving me a surprise but when she talked to the waitress i heard the word "cake"..

haha banana cake..as u can see the cake only has one candle and represent 10 years old..but when i am home it left 6 small candle..so in this pic i was 10 years old but when i am home i was 6 years old??!!ahh...haha..actually they buy it when they went to toilet..

cheers...from upper yi ching and hui ying then the right side chai jing and the lower right pei yin..the lower middle me and the lower left shoo yuen..kambei!!cheers!!before this to my surpise and shocked they sing a birthday song..in the sushi bar?..ahh first time..so shy yet shocking..

i was so -_-lll when pei yin is hurting me..i din say it out but she really dun care my feeling and straight away say all thing just as she please..this kinda make me feel so....but i dun wan to hate so i kept it...this years birthday was fun,shocking,surpising,happy,and more..

actually two day before it i cry like hell(for some reason)..i guess the tears i cried has been pay off..its always like this...i need to cry before i smile and laugh..

we go back at 9pm..wah nice nice..but hui ying and yi ching go back first at around 7..then we go watch beverly hill's chihuahua..only four of us..haha dat movie was nice..i like it..it was funny,cute and real dogs..i wish to see bolts too although its cartoon..

wan find a rope soon...

rope rope rope..got one??sell to me...is there any rope in my home??no...there is a knife but not good to use it...gun?no!...some pils...yes yes...i ate some so still feel the same...i jz try some various pills together..(hey good girl,good boy dont try it...)..no use to just ate it...ewww..and some of it is bitter...yikes...

ahh...yesterday the worst...i think it was the same i cry for other thing but yesterday was more...ummm how to say?...ummm was more like hell de la...its suffer...and now still the same...yesterday in the morning still nice but then i think around 5:19pm...i called pei yin to ask something but end up knowing another thing...its dat class list...

after i know it,i felt...heaven/hell i am on the way now...please open the door...and dat time i am msn with someone...so he say "don do stupid thing,bla bla bla..." i forget some of it...his word has NO use to me...

then i try to talk to someone on my phone list...and i felt even more sad...my phone list.....all.....haiz....then i decide to either call sou yee jie jie or sheryl jie jie...then i sms sou yee because i scared to disturb sheryl jie jie from her work...and then i feel 0.5% better...i think now i will take 2 years to heal...at least..

first i ask her "sou yee,when u feel so hurt until wan die wat wil u do??" then she replied "i wil cry as loud as i can to GOD..i wil shout at HIM..i wil merajuk at HIM..i wil pray to HIM.." so i do cry as loud as i cry...well dats wat i always done so its fine with me...

this is wat she said me dat i feel better after just now conversation "believe dat GOD has his wil to when he put u in 5sc3..wat we experience GOD wil know..and believe dat everything is in GOD's hand" mayb this is a short message but i cried for it..

and then the second human i asked was my mother...at first i went to her room and cant hold back my tears so i sound like something is in my throat..and i asked her "what will u do when u feel really really sad??" she answered.. "i will smile and laugh HAHAHA"..then i try both..one is cry,believe and pray,the other one is smile and laugh...

after 5 minutes when i still felt sad i go read bible..and then when i open the bible my mother knock the door and when she come in...i felt like crying even more...u wont find a mother like mine...so she asked what happened??is it family problem??...no...

at first i dont want to answer her and continue to cry...i also dunno why my tears kept flowing...everytimes when i cry i will do it alone..but this is the first time i felt so sad dat i asked my mother for her opinion...

erm this is wat i heard the broke my heart and i felt like i wont smile to strangers anymore...u see...pei yin said this "hey karen chai jing was in sc1,then all the others are with me in sc2 and u are the only one in sc3..." doesn it meant "u are the only one,u are outcast,u are alone,no one want u...." this is the feeling i get dat i feel wanna cry...my mood gone down from 80% to 18th floor of hell...i NEVER blame her on it because i know pei yin is the kind of straight one...i HOPED she din meant anything by dat...

dat day i lay on my bed at 9pm..then thinking something until around 10:30 pm then slept at 11pm(i think)...i kept thinking various thing dats bugging me...

well there is one good and many bad thing i was putted into 5sc3...the good is dat i will concentrate in my study without even chatting to anyone...and the bad is dat i was scared...know wat i was scared??...i think many of my frens already know dat i scared indians guys in my school (except af 2% are good,can u imagine 2% over 100% ??)

and then at the same time there is one guy called me..i felt kinda happy..because i think dat he called me at very tepat masa...but i din answer it..no way i could he wil definitely know i am crying..i dunno wat is his intention to called me because i din pick it up...now i felt dun wan to chatted with anyone(except my family and SOME humans)

i used to think the word friends are fake...fakers..hump this is all...

oh ya besides wish a happy birthday to my sis and wish comes true...

Eyaaaaaaaaa.....

ummm...there are times when i feel wanna cry but....

there is also times when i wanna kill....

i once said "friend" does not exist rite??hmmm i guess so..finding a real friend really take me a lot of time...so as for now i will make anybody suffers if he/she hurt or talk bad about someone who is precious to me....i,karen,wont forgive him or her...

ahhh this picture i dont know what he is trying to do...but its kinda like a "look up when u feel sad ^^"

adeh...before i know what is anime..i am really boring and feel haiz "every day is the same huh..its a cycle everyday"..but then one day (i think from2/form3) one of my fren told me..

"hey did u know there was a new channel called animax"..i was like "haiz just some channel that is bored again??"...she said "no its all cartoon"..cartoon??no interest..well i only have interest in anime...u know anime and cartoon are totally different...

and then when i go back home i watch it(i think it was 35 or something dat time,now its 715,i think,well my otosan cut off the animax channel so i cant see anymore..T.T..but thats also good if not now i could be a real anime maniac/crazy for anime lor...)

the first anime i watch on animax was cardcaptor sakura..i was lucky..that time when i switch on the tv its cardcaptor sakura first episode so everyday i watch it..hehe of course other anime too...watching it making my mood up..

its a way too realease my stress....there are times when i truly crazy for it until the second time i watch it i even write down a synopsis in my diary ^^..haha..i think it was form 2...now i think of it,its really such a....hahahaha...dat time haven play computer so i watch anime on animax...

erm this pic is sunako chan...i think she was kinda cute...dont u think??hmm when i put it as my display pic in msn ppl ask me "hey is dat a ghost?" or "why u put a ghost as display pic?"..hump..she was cute leh....

these days i was like "what the...." having weird dream and cant sleep at night...yesterday was also crazy....well only two ppl know wat i did so shhhh....

ahh i found out there are a lot of anime character thats almost same..erm like...see the following pic...these pic are all in pairs dat i think look alike start with karen and hikari then amu and hino and otherz..

Karen from mermaid melody...the purple mermaid..

And the second-ranked Hikari from special A..

Amu from shugo chara...

And Kahoko from la corda..

Tsuchiura from la corda..

And the seventh-ranked Ryuu from special A..

Takashi Yamamoto from reborn...

And Takashi Morinozuka from ouran high school...

The prince Tamaki from ouran high school..

And the first-ranked Kei from special A..

The fifth-ranked Tadashi from special A..

And Kazuki from la corda..

Len from la corda..

And Ikuto from shugo chara..well they both play violin...

well i guess dats all i can show..i dont have pic of some of them who i think is similar...

this is just a funny random picture...erm this was Tadase from shugo chara and he is kinda similar to Kizune from kamichama karin(i think he was kizune because i stop seeing dat anime after i view a bit..it was slow..i will continue it someday before holiday end)

these day feel so empty...erm my msn contact list is less and the ppl online is always the ppl i dont know...i guess all my schoolmates are having fun norh...T.T..so lonely...saa nvm its okay with me...smile smile...

aiyaya yesterday i pick up the message send by him la...aiyo i dun wan it..i dun wan to contact with him...hish hish..well the phone rang and i pick up la...aiya...regret lor..

he din contact wit me for around 3 weeks liao leh..he think wat am i??a doll?a toy?when he need me then find me when he dun need me he pun me aside...hump...

but he is nice,sweet and caring...dats 5 years ago T.T..i dun wan to hurt him so this is the reason i accept him...shhh i think he wont see this blog so...

if u know him..dun tell him...it will definitely hurt him and he wil hate me forever...FOREVER..and remember dat was 5 years ago when i was standard 6..so a child..but now as my mother said i am STILL a child haha...i was born late than 99.9% of my fren..but i din regret i accept fate.."trust in fate but never be fren/know the word *giving up*"

saa...dats a bye bye..hehe..this year i m expecting a sugoiiiiiiiiiiii christmas... ^^ well i hope everyone have fun too...hehe...aiya i din realize today was 8-12-08 hmmm...the holiday seems pass so fast ner...hor??dont u think so??...chak take care n_nv

hmmm....*cry*

aiya....yahoo christmas is coming..hehe..cant wait until christmas...hope this year christmas will be a great one ^^

ummm...i always say thing like "GOD is leaving me","why i had this life??","why GOD treat me like this??" but these days i realize it was stupid to think so..now is know that i has been blessed a lot by HIM..HE gave me what is important...

i am forever grateful...GOD let us pass through bad thing to protect us from worst thing..this is what my precious friend told me...

life is like a cycle for me..after good luck is always bad luck...well there is no way a human would only have good luck rite??so appreciate what u have now...

not all thing will go on as predicted...i once think of if i go 10 year to the future then came back here,then there is no more meaning when u already what will happen tomorrow...

i picked these lines from an email..

HUMAN BEINGS ARE SUCH SMALL CREATURES,

AREN'T THEY?

SO DON'T BE TOO WORRIED ABOUT

EVERYTHING, TREASURE EVERY MOMENT, DO

WHAT YOU WISH TO DO.....

BROADEN YOUR VIEW, BROADEN YOUR MIND,

DON'T WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT THINGS

THAT ARE BOTHERING YOU,

DO TREASURE YOUR LOVED ONES, LIVE

SAFELY AND PEACEFULLY,

ALWAYS BE HAPPY TO WELCOME THE COMING

OF THE NEW DAY....... ENJOY THE SUNSHINE ...

ALWAYS LOOK AT THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF THINGS.....

Yesterday is history.

Tomorrow is a mystery.
Today is a gift.

haha...i always do encourage other ppl but i dont know how to myself...i feel down..next year really gonna sell salty duck eggs lor...(if u duno what it means then nvm...)..

2009 will be a complete torture year for me..no more anime..no more loitering..no more play play around..i know its too late but i still wan to try my best now!because i make a promise to my LORD,GOD...

when we love,we kiss...when me hate??we kick and kill??...jz kidding...

i like talks about anime(what i like is anime not cartoon) but i dun really like to talk or gossip about humans..u cant trust womens so can u trust mens??no...coin has two side so does human??yes...

and i dun like talks about phone model,artist or whatever idol..for me my one and only idol will be HIM..say me outdate or anything...i shall always be loyal to only HIM..i will prove it..

Special A..Hikari Hanazono and Kei Takishima..

Ouran High School Host Club..Haruhi Fujioka and Tamaki Suoh..

oh ya i just finish watching an anime...special A..very meaningful...its like ouran but special A is more funny...

lets gambateh!isn he cute??he got gold eyes,his name is Yoru...the cross on his neck...i want it ^^

songz..part 7 and 8

continue from part 6..


Written In Your Heart

And you're always free to begin again
And you're always free to believe
When you find the place
That your heart belongs
You'll never leave

You and I will always be
Celebrating life together
I know I have found a friend forever more
Love is like a melody
One that I will always treasure
Courage is the key that opens every door

Though you may not know
Where your gifts may lead
And it may not show at the start
When you live your dreams
You'll find destiny
Is written in your heart

Though you may not know
Where your gifts may lead
And it may not show at the start
When you live your dream
You'll find destiny
Is written in your heart


I'm On My Way

When I wonder where I am
When I wonder why I take these chances
I try to breathe
I say to me, "believe"
And whatever comes, it's okay

'Cause I'm on my way
To somewhere better
I'm further every day
I'm on my way
I know it might take until forever
But everything could change today
So I'm on my way
To find that place

People say that I'm naive
'Cause I'm trusting and my heart is open
But I won't hide
I'm here to find who I am
And whatever comes is what's right

'Cause I'm on my way
To somewhere better
I'm further every day
I'm on my way
I know it might take until forever
But everything could change today
So I'm on my way
To find that place

I'll keep dreamin'
Til I get there
I'll be free
So goodbye to yesterday
I'm giving what it takes

'Cause I'm on my way
To somewhere better
I'm on my way
It could take forever
(And everything could change)
It could change today
'Cause I'm on my way
To find that place

songz..part 6

continue from part 5..


If You Love Me For Me

ERIKA:
Once a lass met a lad
You're a gentle one, said she
In my heart I'd be glad
If you loved me for me

You say your love is true
And I hope that it will be

DOMINIC:
I'd be sure, if I knew
That you loved me for me

ERIKA:
Could I be the one you're seeking?
Will I be the one you choose? Can you tell my heart is speaking?
My eyes will give you clues

DOMINIC:
What you see may be deceiving
Truth lies underneath the skin

ERIKA:
Hope will blossum by believing

BOTH:
The heart that lies within

DOMINIC:
I'll be yours
Together we shall always be as one
If you love me for me

ERIKA:
Who can say where we'll go
Who can promise what will be
But I'll stay by your side
DOMINIC:
I'll be yours
Together we shall always
Be as one


BOTH:
If you love me for me
If you love me for me

songz..part 5

continue from part 4..


The Cat's Meow

I can see it when you're feeling low
You can't hide that from me
You're no status quo calico
So why keep trying to be?
'Cause you're more than that
You're my doggish cat
I wish you could see the you I see
I say
If you bark
Celebrate it
Make your mark
Serenade it
Noah's ark
Shoulda had a cat like you
And if
What you are
Is a strange you
Doesn't mean
You should change you
Only means
You should change your point of view

Hey, feline
You fetch just fine
To thine ownself be true
Your bow wow's
The cat's meow
It's how I know you're you

You don't need the bows
Or tiara
Bid your woes
Sayonara
Trust your nose
'Cause it knows the way to go
When you
Chase your tail
You're enchanting
Spirits sail
When you're panting
When you wail
You're a rover, Romeo

There is not
One hair of you
That I would rearrange
I love you the way you are
And that will never change
That will never change

songz..part 4

continue from part 3..


To Be A Princess

JULIAN (SPOKEN):
Lets begin,
No nagging, bragging, sweating, fretting, slipping, tripping,
Slurping, burping, twittering or frittering allowed.
Stay Present, stay pleasant, stay proud.

JULIAN:
To be a princess
Is to know which spoon to use
To be a princess
Is to own a thousand pairs of shoes
To maintain a regal gait
Leave the parsley on your plate
And be charming but detached
And yet amused
To be a princess
Is to never be confused

Do a plié and never fall
Don't ever stray from protocol
All through the day
There's just one way
You must behave
Do keep a grip and never crack
Stiff upper lip and arch the back
Bend from above
And always wear your gloves
And wave

Shoulders back and
Tummy in and
Pinky out and
Lift the chin and
Slowly turn the head from side to side

ERIKA:
I see now

JULIAN:
Breathing gently
Stepping lightly
Smile brightly
Nod politely
Never show a thing you feel inside
Glide!

To be a princess
Is to always look your best
To be a princess
Is to never get to rest
Sit for a portrait, never squirm
Sleep on a mattress extra firm
Speak and be clever
Never at a loss for words
Curtsy to every count and lord
Learn how to play the harpsichord
Sing lullabies and always harmonize in thirds

BOTH:
Thirds, thirds

JULIAN:
And
She has beautiful eyes
Your spirits rise
When she walks in the room

ERIKA:
I see

JULIAN:
Doors close
And the chemistry grows
She's like a rose
That's forever in bloom

JULIAN & (ERIKA):
Do a plié and don't
(Ever ever ever fall)
Never show dismay
(And be there when people call)
Be prepared whatever royal life will bring
Do keep a grip and don't
(Ever ever ever crack)
Take a dainty sip
(Never ever turn your back)
There's a time and place and way for everything

To be a princess
Is to never make your bed
To be a princess
Is to always use your head

songz..part 3

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I Am A Girl Like You

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
I’m savoring my first and last taste of freedom
Before getting married next week to a total stranger...

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
At least you’re not an indentured servant.

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
Indentured servant?

ERIKA:
If I'd like to have my breakfast hot
Madame Carp will make me pay
And I have to fetch the eggs myself
And the barn's a mile away
It's cold and wet and still I get
An omlette on my plate
But in my head I'm back in bed
Snuggled up and sleeping late

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
Really?

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
Really, but it’s alright. I mean, I’m used to it.
And you?

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
Well...

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
Well?

PRINCESS ANNELIESE:
If I want some eggs I ring the bell
And the maid comes running in
And she serves them on a silver tray
And she brings a cookie tin
And while I eat, she rubs my feet
And strolling minstrels play
But I'd rather be in my library reading science books all day

ERIKA:
I'm just like you

PRINCESS ANNELIESE:
You are?

ERIKA:
You're just like me
There's somewhere else we'd rather be
Somewhere that's ours
Somewhere that dreams come true
Yes, I am a girl like you

You'd never think that it was so
But now I've met you and I know
It's plain as day, sure as the sky is blue
That I am a girl like you

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
So! You’re a singer?

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
No, I work at Madame Carp’s penitentiary, uh, I mean Dress Emporium.

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
I love Madame Carp’s Dresses!

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
I made the one you’re wearing.

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
You made this? The design looks so complicated!

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
Oh, but it isn’t really...

ERIKA:
First I choose a fabric from the rack
And I pin the pattern down
And I stitch it in the front and back
And it turns into a gown

PRINCESS ANNELIESE:
I wear the gown, without my crown
And dance around my room

BOTH:
And imagine life without the strife of an unfamiliar groom

PRINCESS ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
But I’d never let my Mother know.
I wouldn’t want to disappoint her.

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
I completely understand.

PRINCESS ANNELIESE & (ERIKA):
I'm just like you (I think that's true)
You're just like me (Yes, I can see)

BOTH:
We take responsibility

PRINCESS ANNELIESE & (ERIKA):
We carry through (We carry through)

BOTH:
Do what we need to do
Yes, I am a girl like you

ERIKA & (PRINCESS ANNELIESE):
I'm just like you (I'm just like you)
You're just like me (You're just like me)

BOTH:
It's something anyone can see

ERIKA & (PRINCESS ANNELIESE):
A heart that beats (A heart that beats)

BOTH:
A voice that speaks the truth
Yes, I am a girl like you!

songz..part 2

continue from part 1..


How Can I Refuse?

PREMINGER:
I've been bowing
I've been scraping
I've been lying like a rug
And for ten long years I've had to pay my dues
But today I am escaping
For the last gold has been dug
It was waiting there, so how could I refuse?

I'm returning home a hero
Who's discovered mighty wealth
And what better husband could a princess choose?
I'm the suitor who will suit her
Bring the kingdom back to health
And I'll wear the crown, for how could I refuse?

Raise every glass
And rouse every cheer!
Praise that the reign of Preminger is here!
Master in charge of all that I see
All hail me!

And by marrying the princess I get all that I desire
Like a moat
An ermine coat
And palace views

Even though she treats me coldly
It's a sign of inner fire
For inside she's thinking
"How can I refuse?"

MAN 1 (SPOKEN):
Right, except there’s one little problem, boss.

PREMINGER (SPOKEN):
That’s Prince Boss to you!

MAN 1 (SPOKEN):
Right, the queen decided to marry off the princess to the king of Bahsena.

PREMINGER (SPOKEN):
What?! Making a decision without me?! Who does she think she is?

DUMB MAN (SPOKEN):
Uh, the Queen?

PREMINGER (SPOKEN):
You simpering simpleton!

DUMB MAN (SPOKEN):
Well, she is the Queen. She’s got a crown and a scepter and sits in her big fancy chair...

PREMINGER (SPOKEN):
Silencio!

PREMINGER:
No! I wont let go!
This peasant son wont turn and run because some reckless royal chose another beau

Ah...it's...a temporary setback
It's a momentary lapse
But conviently my ego doesn't bruise
And the moment that I get back I will show them who's the boss
You can bet your bullion there'll be no "I do's"
Yes suppose the girl goes missing
And the king says "au revoir"
Then I find her
Bring her back and make the news
Then the queen will be so grateful
That she'll pledge the heir to moi
And I'll humbly tell her
"How can I refuse?"

When our ceremony's over
I'll arise and take the throne
And that nitwit Anneliese can kiss my shoe
For the kingdom and the castle will be mine and mine alone
If the crown should fit then how can I refuse?

ALL: So get ready with the roses and stand by with the champagne
When you've got a brilliant plan you never lose
Yes before the chapter closes
I'll be as big as Charlemagne
It's a thankless job but how can I refuse
How can I refuse?

songz..part 1

i like this song sang by Anneliese and Erika..well i dont know their true name..the is from the story "

SINOPSIS
In an unnamed mountain kingdom, a blonde princess and a brunette pauper are born simultaneously and grow up unaware that their facial features are identical to each other. The princess, Anneliese, craves freedom from her royal duties, especially when she is informed by her widowed mother, Queen Genevieve, that she must marry the wealthy king of a nearby kingdom because their own royal treasury is nearly bankrupt. The pauper, Erika, craves a different sort of freedom, as she is an indentured servant at the bullish Madam Carp's Dress Emporium to work off her parents' debt...

LYRICS

Written In Your Heart (Prologue)

Like a bird that flies in the morning light
Or a butterfly in the spring
When your spirit rides on the winds of hope
You'll find your wings

For you're always free to begin again
And you're always free to believe
When you find the place
That your heart belongs...





Free

SCHEDULE MAN (SPOKEN):
Oh! We’re late, late, late!
We have 20, maximum 22 minutes, for your royal fitting.
And then it’s move, move, move to your speech at the historical society!
After that we have to rush, and I mean rush, to the horticultural society for tea.
Ugh... Then there's your math lessons, your geography lessons, your science lessons...

ANNELIESE:
All my life I've always wanted
To have one day just for me
Nothing to do and for once nowhere I need to be
With no lessons, lords, or lunches
Or to-do list in the way
No one to say when to eat or read or leave or stay
That would be the day

ERIKA:
All my life I've always wanted
To have one day for myself
Not waking up with a pile of work on every shelf
With no hems in need of pressing
And no sleeves in disarray
No wedding gown with a thousand stitches to crochet
And no debt to pay

WOMAN (SPOKEN):
Huh! Madame Carp!

MADAME CARP (SPOKEN):
What do you think I’m running here, a cabaret?

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
I would have said a debtor’s prison.

MADAME CARP (SPOKEN):
Keep laughing, you’ll be working for me for another 37 years.

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
But I already paid off more then half!

MADAME CARP (SPOKEN):
But there’s interest isn’t there?
Your parents should have thought of that before they borrowed so much.

ERIKA (SPOKEN):
They did it to feed me!

MADAME CARP (SPOKEN):
Their mistake.

ERIKA:
What would it be like to be

PRINCESS ANNELIESE:
What would it be like to be

ERIKA:
Free

PRINCESS ANNELIESE:
Free

Free to try crazy things

ERIKA:
Free from endless IOU's

ANNELIESE:
Free to fly

ERIKA:
Free to sing

ANNELIESE:
And marry whom I choose

QUEEN (SPOKEN):
I’m so sorry, my darling, but as you know it is vital that you marry King Dominic.
It is the only way to take care of our people.

ANNELIESE (SPOKEN):
I know, it’s my duty.

QUEEN (SPOKEN):
Ah! And look another engagement gift!

ANNELIESE:
You would think that I'm so lucky
That I have so many things
I'm realizing that every present comes with strings

ERIKA:
Though I know I have so little
My determination's strong
People will gather around the world to hear my song

WOMAN:
Can I come along?

ANNELIESE:
Now I fear I'll never be

ERIKA:
Soon I will forever be

BOTH:
Free

I close my eyes and feel myself fly a thousand miles away
I could take flight but would it be right
My conscience tells me stay

ANNELIESE:
I'll remain forever royal

ERIKA:
I'll repay my parent's debt

BOTH:
Duty means doing the things your heart may well regret

ANNELIESE:
But I'll never stop believing

ERIKA:
She can never stop my schemes

BOTH:
There's more to living than gloves and gowns and threads and seams
In my dreams
I'll be free

(*IOU*:

Noun
A promise to pay a debt, especially a signed paper stating the specific amount owed and often bearing the letters IOU.
Etymology
From the pronunciation of I owe you.)

finally..

haiz this blog i make it and i save it in draft then when i continue upload picture..i wrong click on the "delete" button.. T.T..i malas wan type again la..ummm today was the last day i go school for 2008..

i din mean anything for this picture..she was goyang-ing the picture so i took it..haha..

this three..erm..trio?haha..they are the ppl i admire..real..from left chai jing..ummm well in my school she is known for her studies and quite cute too..dont u think so??..haha sorry all this photo i din ask for permission and upload it..sry la..hehe..

uwoooo the middle one is shoo yuen...i admire her for..ahem u can open ur eyes..and look carefully at her..lol..and the right one is pei yin ummm..she is kinda blur bt perfect in studies too..as conclusion these trio is really good in study..

and then as u can see then purple dress is librarian and red was prefect..so in my class the are 5 chinese girl(include me) and 1 chinese guy..there is one more chinese girl..she is also a librarian..if u read the older post u will noe my feeling toward her..sorry its not love!i am nt that kind of human...

and then the nice thing is that as i cn see they dun like magazine..well i dun like magazine..nt that i hate it bt i dun like the talks about dress and handphone..i dun like talks about handphone,model and idol..for me my one and only idol is HIM..this is the same as pei yin..

this is pn.charanjit..in the beginning of the year she teacher 4sc2 est bt then est suddenly cut-ed??oh no..i hate it..why dont cut adm??..i like est cause i like english hehe..actually this is the time we waited for the KFC..hehe..

random picture..i took it for fun..my school sky??lol...nth to do..

okay this are 2 monkey..only two..one more i dunno who is him and he is quite so he din kacau me and i dont wan kacau him lor..u see a person behind the tree??lol he said something like "i am slim de la.." slim like a tree??


below are some scenery from my skul..

the cantin..
some random picture..

dataran..or tapak perhimpunan..block A..block B..
block C..
dewan..did u see the moto sekolah??..its "sentiasa gemilang"..

then we go take pic with pn.zahariah..this is the tangga at block C..see??yellow??ugh..faint..only at block C..not only this bt upper tangga also gt la..ewww..aqua blue,purple or mayb black is better..what if whole skul white??lol..jz kidding..


this is pn.zahariah..she teach adm(add math)..i dun like it..i dun like adm bt i like this teacher..she was quite cute dont u think??okay whats with then position??left one right two??..so unfair...haha..

then this is pn.......sorry she din teach me anything so i dont know her name bt she was nice..hehe..


this is the building build-ed around may??i dunno...erm its around the bilik masakan,bilik pengurusan diri and bilik jahitan in second floor and around bilik paip??in first flooor..i duno izit bilik paip or what izit..
and then this is pn.lim..hehe..pretty leh(in the blog is all the teacher nice,cute and pretty bcoz i din take any teacher that i din like hehe bt i also forget to get the picture of pn.zubaida my bio teacher..extremely cute..and she NEVER scold student..)

and here is when we talk about baby...haha i am the one start asking "izit boy or girl??" she answer "din know yet" and then we talk for a while(quite long la)haha i am disturbing teacher??..yeah..and then we talk about chrimosomes..lol...

oh so lonely..because her wife??yeah wife din come..they stick with each other always..erm this pic i just wan to show what i ate..kfc with 2 chicken,coca cola,2 sweets and a pack of snack..that snack 30% of snack and 70% of air..lol..then i am eating the "air"(angin)

pn.puteh..cute cute..she is also like pn.zubaida..never scold student(i think she din scold good student la) and cute..hehe..
the last picture i took..the end of school days..the start of holiday!its the start of the school holiday!cheers and rejoice..

today my father forget to fetch me??ummm nvm i had a great time with pei yin and JR..they are nice..pei yin thanks..she always accompany me..hehe..JR..my first time saw him was scary bt actually he was nice..really...