Eyaaaaaaaaa.....

ummm...there are times when i feel wanna cry but....

there is also times when i wanna kill....

i once said "friend" does not exist rite??hmmm i guess so..finding a real friend really take me a lot of time...so as for now i will make anybody suffers if he/she hurt or talk bad about someone who is precious to me....i,karen,wont forgive him or her...

ahhh this picture i dont know what he is trying to do...but its kinda like a "look up when u feel sad ^^"

adeh...before i know what is anime..i am really boring and feel haiz "every day is the same huh..its a cycle everyday"..but then one day (i think from2/form3) one of my fren told me..

"hey did u know there was a new channel called animax"..i was like "haiz just some channel that is bored again??"...she said "no its all cartoon"..cartoon??no interest..well i only have interest in anime...u know anime and cartoon are totally different...

and then when i go back home i watch it(i think it was 35 or something dat time,now its 715,i think,well my otosan cut off the animax channel so i cant see anymore..T.T..but thats also good if not now i could be a real anime maniac/crazy for anime lor...)

the first anime i watch on animax was cardcaptor sakura..i was lucky..that time when i switch on the tv its cardcaptor sakura first episode so everyday i watch it..hehe of course other anime too...watching it making my mood up..

its a way too realease my stress....there are times when i truly crazy for it until the second time i watch it i even write down a synopsis in my diary ^^..haha..i think it was form 2...now i think of it,its really such a....hahahaha...dat time haven play computer so i watch anime on animax...

erm this pic is sunako chan...i think she was kinda cute...dont u think??hmm when i put it as my display pic in msn ppl ask me "hey is dat a ghost?" or "why u put a ghost as display pic?"..hump..she was cute leh....

these days i was like "what the...." having weird dream and cant sleep at night...yesterday was also crazy....well only two ppl know wat i did so shhhh....

ahh i found out there are a lot of anime character thats almost same..erm like...see the following pic...these pic are all in pairs dat i think look alike start with karen and hikari then amu and hino and otherz..

Karen from mermaid melody...the purple mermaid..

And the second-ranked Hikari from special A..

Amu from shugo chara...

And Kahoko from la corda..

Tsuchiura from la corda..

And the seventh-ranked Ryuu from special A..

Takashi Yamamoto from reborn...

And Takashi Morinozuka from ouran high school...

The prince Tamaki from ouran high school..

And the first-ranked Kei from special A..

The fifth-ranked Tadashi from special A..

And Kazuki from la corda..

Len from la corda..

And Ikuto from shugo chara..well they both play violin...

well i guess dats all i can show..i dont have pic of some of them who i think is similar...

this is just a funny random picture...erm this was Tadase from shugo chara and he is kinda similar to Kizune from kamichama karin(i think he was kizune because i stop seeing dat anime after i view a bit..it was slow..i will continue it someday before holiday end)

these day feel so empty...erm my msn contact list is less and the ppl online is always the ppl i dont know...i guess all my schoolmates are having fun norh...T.T..so lonely...saa nvm its okay with me...smile smile...

aiyaya yesterday i pick up the message send by him la...aiyo i dun wan it..i dun wan to contact with him...hish hish..well the phone rang and i pick up la...aiya...regret lor..

he din contact wit me for around 3 weeks liao leh..he think wat am i??a doll?a toy?when he need me then find me when he dun need me he pun me aside...hump...

but he is nice,sweet and caring...dats 5 years ago T.T..i dun wan to hurt him so this is the reason i accept him...shhh i think he wont see this blog so...

if u know him..dun tell him...it will definitely hurt him and he wil hate me forever...FOREVER..and remember dat was 5 years ago when i was standard 6..so a child..but now as my mother said i am STILL a child haha...i was born late than 99.9% of my fren..but i din regret i accept fate.."trust in fate but never be fren/know the word *giving up*"

saa...dats a bye bye..hehe..this year i m expecting a sugoiiiiiiiiiiii christmas... ^^ well i hope everyone have fun too...hehe...aiya i din realize today was 8-12-08 hmmm...the holiday seems pass so fast ner...hor??dont u think so??...chak take care n_nv