emmm....*blush*

aimmm today was great haha...know what a famous guy called me and ask for something only on some purpose la.. T.T so sad he isn call me asking "hi how are u?have u eat?" haha thats like my ahem ahem or something..yeah that was unexpected..so i chat with him for some minutes..


and then today games was fun and ahem..i think of a stupid thing..know what i recently know a girl named shelly and she was gorgeously then pretty and cute girl ever i saw..she was..i duno how to put it in word..she was frenly,well she add me in msn..and then start to chat(hehe i am the kind of person who will start chatting even its a strangers,oh ya except indian boys bcoz i got a bad nightmare about them..sorry)..


about this girl she once ask me "is ur first kiss still with u?" and i answer "yes..how about u?" she says "no" and i ask while blushing "so........how does it feel?" lol i ask it to a stranger?well she is 16 years old and a girl so i dun mind(but i scare she mind T.T) but anyway i had ask..she answer "hmmm the first time was juicy and ...(i forget jor there is one more word" so i ask "first time?so it was more than once??" she says "three times.." i was like hmmm din need to be so shocked because she is so pretty...


oh ya back to the game...primary skul when hold hands its for something like rule rite?..but now secondary skul..ahem..today play a game that need to hold hand..so actually there is a girl named A and then a guy beside that girl named B on my left hand then my right hand is also a girl so i was selamba jek..


then suddenly the girl on my left hand say "i got work to do" and she left there~~ so i was blur at first and then i think of "OMG i need to hold his hand?" then suddenly my hand tremble..oh no i need to touch his hand..*sweat* actually this was normal but i rarely doing it with guys *sweat* except my family members lar~~...


i was sweating and tremble but i duno did he notice i am trembling?i guess not..fuh...but if he does.....*blush* OMG...so fish la..i know its normal for the active girls..i am active but not until active with guys...they are scary...


oh ya after i back from skul my papa tiba2 said to me about a girl aged 16 (same as me) been kidnapped and killled and then her parents need to pay 60000 not yen la..in Ringgit Malaysia..hmmm in my own opinion if i am been kidnapped and i prefer to juz die..she juz return from her part time job before been kidnapped..then i think my parents will say "haiz less one ppl is more GOOD" ahaha its my own opinion lar~~~or izit true?hahaha...


and then its almost exam..two weeks and three days..*sob*..unfair..i wan go back to kindergarden.. T.T i regret wasting my time in my form 1,2 and 3 T.T...so if u were form 3 and lower please study hard..but if ur parents are rich then i guess u can do it NORMALLY..lol..whatever..


so finally wish the Youth Conference berjalan dengan lancar lerrr...i really look forward to it..last year i din join in but this year i will try my best to join in..