2day 3rd post *sweat*

can anyone tell me how can i feel better or get rid of those feeling??well i try making stupid joke and laughing with myself,hearing music..haiz this feeling is weird..like i am worrying bout sumthing what izit??what izit??i feel wanna collapse now..


i wan sleep and never wake up (i am being a wimp/coward)..this me isn the usual me..whats wrong??what hepen??...the usual me no matter what hepen i will laugh or even smile but now what hepen??...i..i..duno what to do feeling down and...stress...and...disappointed..why...